Im not really all that sure as to why I do this to myself, its not as if there are too many things happening at nearly 5 am. I guess I feel as if life is changing so fast, that im afraid to miss a moment of it. Maybe I feel that by putting off sleep, im experiencing more. I’m not so sure, i just feel lonely really. I feel quite alone alot of the time I suppose.
“Can anyone tell me how, how we learn to live with ourselves? I’ve been forgiven, things only god knows but I can’t forgive myself and after all my searching I found who I am and it’s not what I wanted but I’m here now and I’m broken come save me from this hell The earth falls asleep much too early for me I close my eyes but I can’t rest, my body is tired my mind is running from the...
“Your tongue is a rudder. It steers the whole ship. Sends your words past your lips Or keeps them safe behind your teeth.” Its been a long while, i know. I have not yet come even close to finishing that whole “30 day” b.s. I feel as though lots have been going on, but i cant really remember much of it. it seems as though there’s nothing significant to report and yet...