I feel like at the age of 18, who you are as a person is pretty set in stone.
of course, maturing is still in lots of order.
but as for how you look at the world,
your habits, and beliefs. Your bad characteristics,
and i would hope all your good ones too, will
most likely carry along with you, just as they are,
for the remainder of your time here.
tonight, i was laying there and realized,
that i have just one short year until then.
i have just one short year to figure out where
i want to be when the time rolls around.
i have one. short. year. to be okay with who i am, set in stone.
i have so much to do, so much work, so much praying and building.
god, give me the strength to do it, because i cant do it alone.